ech...

first - depression (and pressure)... I really don't know what to do about that. for reall. I'm like WTF, people, why do I need to choose everything NOW??? it's just getting on my nerves...
second - plans plans plans... and another thing - PLANS... my life is planned for about a month or two from this day... or maby three... sometimes I really don't know how do I make it. and I got almost no time for photography... but my friend is scanning few films for me... - just what and see.... (I bet there will be two or three good shots )

as I have told you - ech...

taken from

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Crazy!
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

my name:
D : one in a million.
O : Crazy
V : You are not judgmental.
I : Great in bed.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
E : Great in bed.

ha ha
* O and V are right (I don't know about the others )
** I do these kind of things, when I'm not well...

yesterday I had a photoshoot with . It was all about with balloons a really funny photoshoot, coz we painted the balloons (actualy - she painted almost all of them) for about 2-3 hours and we had only 36 shouts but I think they went on quite well. Now I'm just anxtious to see, how do they look....

I just neglect my Nicon camera for a month I think... I'm taking shoots only with my Zenit ET now I have few lenses, so I experiment with them. One of them is really bright - f/1,5, so I can even shoot my classmates

and so... I just need to scan (I think) 6 of my films and you will be lumbered with my new pics.

(and i'm really happy that I didn't go with my classmates to that party - as I know it didn't go well )

so... the recolections went well... got some great (or maby just good, which is more likely) shots (and again with my Zenit ), but...
after these I feel so... I dunno... depressed maby... just some things happen, and I dunno, if I react too feelingly or smth.
ech...
wrote a letter, which I'm not going to send... think, I'll look at it from every now and then...

that's all, I hope...

photography well.. I've been walking around with my new tele-lense. I've already got some of the pictures, but I've got to scan them... AND I've been shooting churches for a while. Just dunno, what has happened with me - I see church - I shoot one... maby I'm insane? but for now they look beautiful to me.

life (?) I don't have any - that's the point... but... maby I'm happy with it? I like working and photographing... and so?